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Cheap Therapy 2

It wasn't 2 weeks ago that I thought my life was pretty normal.  Family, work, bills.  Just the typical life rolling along.  Amazing what a difference a day can make. I have my share of life stresses.  Financial overload seem to be our norm.  A kid who we are trying to see thru a rough stretch in her life. Another kid on the verge of adulthood.  Middle of life pondering like will we be working until were 90 due to lack of planning kinda stuff.  Nothing earth shattering and nothing that 5 million people across the world haven't lived thru. I have always been the type to not want to bother folks with my issues when I have them.  I might bring em up if they are relevant to a conversation.  Or if I happened to learn a lesson I think should be shared.  Beyond that, I tend to self contain.  It is just never fun being Debby-downer to your friends and family.   Not to mention it rarely solves anything and tends to c...

Cheap Therapy

Made some recent adjustments in my life.  Out of necessity.  I don't want to go into detail yet.  I am still too flabbergasted over the entire situation.  I will say that this situation has been life altering.  I have had to remove people from my inner circle and re-evaluate the people in my circle.   I have cried daily, lost sleep and pretty much been a despondent seething bitch.  I have hate in me.  An emotion that I have saved for alarm clocks and terrorists.  Now I have it for the actions of someone I love.  How screwed up is THAT?   I have changed my e-mail.  Deleted people from my Facebook.  Cancelled a much awaited vacation.  I am questioning my entire existence on this universe. I am picking over every relationship I hold near and dear.  All while scratching my head. I said yesterday that it is like I was crossing the street in a cross-walk and got hit by a silent invisible car. ...